I could write about the terrible post-IVF cramps I’m having. (4 advil and a vicodin are getting me through the day, though back to school night+ Vicodin= VERY drowsy teacher)
Everything I can think of to write about is depressing as hell. I’m not really in a good place right now. I cry all of a sudden when things strike me. I’m pissed at the world, people who get pregnant easily (which I realize isn’t even fair, but I can’t help feeling bitter about it), etc etc.
I feel like every time I post people don’t know what else to say but “sorry,” and I’m really not begging for sympathy. I just don’t know what else to write. When you’re in a black hole, that’s all there is, you know?
So unless somebody has some burning questions you want me to answer about secondary IF or IVF, etc, I think I’ll take a break until September 17th, which is the day after we meet with the RE and hopefully get some answers.
I can’t blame you for taking a break. I am sure you know this, but we are all thinking of you.
Ditto Andrea. Everyone is thinking about you. Big hugs. I wish I could make everything better
Understood. Take as much time as you need and I look forward to your updates aftere the 17th. ((hugs))
I’m here anytime you want to talk, cry, rant, scream, or punch. Yep, that’s right. I’ll offer you my body as a bodybag. I don’t mind. I could have used that every time somebody just “happened” to get pregnant around me.
I am right there with you & my follow up RE appt is the 16th too. Words just don’t seem to come easy in the black hole.